1,2,3 dutch lady :D

 copy from qila :

I'm so glad that i can keep smiling 'till today :) Eversince he lied to me :') You guys will never know how i felt since that day. Oh yes, it does hurt. A lot okay, A LOT. Hm, but now, things are sligthly changed. All those past memories is now gone. Yes, all those 'pahit' memories with 'you' i've thrown it away. Do you know why? because, you are no longer my everything. I miss you. Yes, i do miss you :(

But then, after a few weeks i guess, you came back to me. Erghh shit -.- I don't know, i guess you are the only one who can change my life. You make feel so wonderful. All those word you said to me, ohhmyyy it is so beautiful. Seriously i don't know what is exactly going on. At first, you left me behind alone without saying anything. And suddenly you 'pop out' in the middle of nowhere. My head keep telling me that you are not the right choice. But, deep inside my heart, you are the perfect choice.  You are sooooooo mean! Do you ever notice that? ;( Is it true that you were only playing with me? All those word that you say is just a word and it doesn't mean anything for you? Ohmyy, please, let me know. Amira once said to me, this guy is unpredictable. Hm, thanks for not being here beside me when i need you :') Hm, nevermind lah, i won't force you to do anything for me.

hmm, :')